Wednesday, June 3, 2009

The hardest part

I'm definitely in the two week wait, but I'm trying not to pay attention to the chart. I don't want to think about it, but that is hard to do with two new babies in the family and the constant question of am I. I am a pretty honest person and am usually up front about my life with people, but that has backfired a little because now everyone is aware that we've been trying, hence the am I question.

I try not to think about what could be.. It would make my day to get pregnant for fathers day, hell, it would make my year. This blog is going to get scarce of symptoms this time around because of last month and the deep disappoint we faced of thinking we could really be pregnant. I know you all who read this have been through that trial, it sucks and I just can't handle doing it again this month.

I feel like a debbie downer, but I'll try to fill the space with groceies and other tidbits of randomness I can think of while I pretend I won't focus on pregnancy symptoms.


  1. No, it is healthy to pay attention to other things. Anything that distracts you from the 2WW is a good thing.

    I was not able to do it til I had given up on getting pregnant naturally. And I still tested because I could not stop myself.

  2. The two week wait does stink. But sometimes I like to think of it as the calm before the storm. I hope that all goes well this month :-)